Reflecting (#3)
I think of the roses — the last of four month's
flourishing — of the pepper plants
/ along with the carrots holding on — the late
garden prospering — and the sauces —
prepared and bagged / cellared to bring upstairs
to warm a mid-December kitchen.
After a week the stocks and all the mighty buyers
paled / a weekend with you Elizabeth —
I'm tucking another Monday in — with four nights
to dream of three days spent together
/ four nights to miss your eyes — to miss you
outdoors — biding the keen-mown lawn
a german shepherd muses / finding the spot exactly
where the moon spills over it.
The buyers ( I think ) can have their ways and ways
tonight — wary ( maybe ) of fall
and other forces and Octobers — leaving me here
till Friday's come / till hill-topping char
breaks up to blue in front of me — sweeter than words
/ than poems with all of their odd colors —
sweeter than words and woods and much too certain
weathers. The pleasure's in motion
this afternoon — to be pleased / be loved — be
moved by the chill and dream-drawn prayers
and concert times — remembering these coached men
come to mid-lives in performing —
and — in every syllable — the castles and kings
/ arcades — the straws in the coke
and you by my side Elizabeth — sweeter than words
and ( maybe ) even closer than we hoped for —
as the lead / the bass / the tenor harmonies — phrase
after phrase — explain — whole fields
of how and why brought near and then examined —
until it must all seem code
we're blessed to be let in on — recalling his own
and now more fully imagined lifetime —
as supple as closeness and splendid seem — these
hundred-and-some-years seem —
and every name we think — Bobby and Harvey
/ Prentiss / "Pete" — each sea-sawing mood
improved upon — each stillness renewed
and authorized and added in
for rhythms.
© Appetite (2)