Reflecting (#2)
Picture the white gloves / blurred — and tracings
the air became — since
Pittsburgh asked for it — arranged for these songs
/ these signatures — and think
of the ways we heard them first — how we hear
their teacher's passions in the singing —
not that we could have known / or made so much
of such horizons / imagined
the gloves surrendering — released by the songs
for pleasure's sheer transparency — so
that the moon stands full on the blue rim of the century —
surrounded by stars Elizabeth —
looks down on the traffic and down on the tiered lights
of stadiums. And so we are driving afterward —
feeling this moonlight after all — falling on posts
and timbers here — over these shadowy stalls
where no beast's slept for years / maybe for decades —
exposed by the buyers now —
because they need the wood basements and for parlors
/ because it's another universe
new money would dismantle — and only illusion
this afternoon / this barn that I see
take on the shadows for its substance — as the large sun
dips behind the ridge-line in my rear-view —
after this week between — this silence so ready —
but overwhelmed by reddening and failure
/ with spinning my wheels in place — moved
by this vaguest sense of all I might be doing —
but — try as I might — I fail to — working
my heart through old and more diminished
precedents — seeking for light / your light
to show back to the world — matching
the light with pieces of the light
and confidence.
© Appetite (2)