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Calculus


"Look," said my son, "think of it as a line
looped back and forth to bridge an open space
unbridgeable at last, but narrowed fine
and finer with each passing of the lace
almost to zero, which can never be."
"Why not?" said I. "That would be certainty,
absence of error. It would be too much
to hope for." "Then you orbit round your aim,
seeking, like Moses, what you'll never touch;
or like a poet, hunting for the word
to reproduce a song he thinks he heard
and send it hunting in the hearer's mind."
"Right," laughed my son, "we play the self-same game.
Sometimes I think the hunt is all we find,
whether we search for song, or sign, or zero."

In the still house we talked into the night
before I left him, stalking, unafraid,
some stubborn truth flicking its dragon tails
across the page before him.... my young hero
so thinly armored in the flesh I made,
my small moon gone so far and grown so bright
above my gaze, lighting his awesome skies
where I can wield no sort of telescope.

Pondering now what love could be, that fails,
as fail it must, to seize the flying prize
and yet endures, cradling the heart like hope,
I tell my son, "Think of it as a line
weaving between your orbiting and mine."

 
© Rhina P. Espaillat