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If You Think You Love Neruda


All that has been said about Pablo 
mills about, being said; there is only this thought 
remaining—perhaps his—on aesthetics,
which is sheer constancy, not unlike those secrets
he lowered in a bucket, down a drain
for poor Delia: the way he only wrote well 
when he wasn't at sea.  Imagine, then,
where wet bodies wedge
there is always the start, but only that, the promise,
not even desire: the drowsy ships
alighting in harbors with mizzenmasts unhinged,
or thrust in salted earth and left, agog, to rot;
imagine just the incipience is now sufficient, a rigging
of air, the palpable hoist, the jinxes of sailors, 
the sexton's complacent equinox.  Now he's dead, 
he might have wished
for that much more, might have written—
perhaps after—that loving, the horrible closure of it, 
wasn't what we thought at all; it formed, true, 
the arc of a saddle and the moon of a prow, yet still 
it seemed to buck itself and beg
for any distant portage, the strakes of weed in crevices 
half on and off the captain's charts, 
or piled on the heaving starboard, or left adrift 
in perpetual sand.  Of all that can be said
about Neruda—his cradled, emerging nets, the poetry 
that craved in swollen doorsills—
it was mostly too much for poor Delia or anyone
to bear; it remains the bric-a-brac of oceans, the less 
important of slights: the one that began with his dreams 
or else never was heard from at all.

 
© Seth Abramson